Mama, I’m trying

my best you see

But I’ve drifted too far-

from the shore

No end no beginning,

just the deep, dark sea,

mama I think I’m lost,

and drowning once more

They’re quick to judge me

“she has no faith no patience

towards the almighty”

“she is just dramatic-

let her be”

who are you to act-

so high and mighty?

I feel an emptiness,

a void,

not sadness at all

Maybe a tiredness

deep within

my wretched soul

Mama, pray that He saves me

from myself

once more.